reopening my heart's doors

My first post in YEARS.............amazing how I can still think about something but I never think about updating.....the last past months have been just.......full with life.....college life.....amazement, sadness, excitement, speed....all bunched up together. And finally, I've been able to have this break from studying and projects and lifestyles and concentrate on my life......owee wow.....well, I'm hoping I can get some fresh air starting from tomorrow.....